Monthly Archives: January 2012

“Could I?”

28 January 1.34pm “Could I do it? Could I just give up? Right now? Say goodbye to life?” 29 January 10.40am “Life is a fragile thing. We are only passing through this life on earth and we all have to … Continue reading

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First things First :)

28 January 1.34pm “Could I do it? Could I just give up? Right now? Say goodbye to life?” 29 January 10.40am “Life is a fragile thing. We are only passing through this life on earth and we all have to … Continue reading

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Dickie!

28 January 1.34pm Could I do it? Could I just give up? Right now? Say goodbye to life? It feels that way today, challenging like never before. It reminds me of the wind up character in the movie Hugo. It’s … Continue reading

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25 January 11.53am A new pair of specs. Drove to Masterton yesterday, a big step, back in the car and driving. Had an appointment with Budget Specs or something like that. Hoped to come away with a new set of … Continue reading

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Fly Buy’s?

17 january 5.14pm I’m sitting on the toilet see, and as I sit I tend to meditate, it’s quiet in the loo and I like to chill out. So, there I am, pants down round my ankles, one of the … Continue reading

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God was a Football Fanatic!

Godfrey Pye, oh yes! Number One Manchester United football fan. We shared some great experiences together in Sydney, London and finally, LA. did Godfrey and me. I possibly only ever got one up on him though and it was a … Continue reading

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Yesterday was Friday 13th :)

14th January 11.00am   Death and dying, life and living . . . As the wind howls down off the Tararua ranges and whip our trees to a frenzy I am reminded that I cannot control or change anything except … Continue reading

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Stormy Waters?

12 Jan 3.15pm Friends are the greatest gift I have, friends care for me, even when I cannot care for myself. I love my friends, unconditionally. Friends, lovers, wives, employees, assistants, managers, well maybe one manager, have been a great … Continue reading

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Mea Culpa :)

10 Jan 4.20pm Dear God, why? I ask why I am so upset. I feel sad and broken and lacking in energy to think or act, that is the pits, music plays, too loud maybe for the mood I find … Continue reading

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Raising Funds, Raising Awareness . . .

4.01 7.00pm I have wanted to say this all day . . . “today I feel as though I am dying” And, with my mnd condition I guess I am but today I feel particularly, helpless. Right that’s the word … Continue reading

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